October 2008

forget about the words you’ve said and meant, as words mean very little in the end.

so yeah, i realise i haven’t touched this in over, well, forever. to be fair, i just haven’t had the time. there’s always something on somewhere, always places to go, people to meet, whatever. you know how it is. but i think it’s about time for the big old update about what’s going on in the fabulous world of adam. so here it goes, take one.

i’m not sure where i got up to last time, so i’ll just start from the beginning. yeah, here i am, in leeds. and it’s fantastic. it is a lot better than where i was living before. i’m in student halls, which you know, isn’t the BEST, but it does allow me to make a lot of friends who i’m told i will keep forever. yum. anyways, i HAVE made a lot of new friends. too many in fact, to the point where i can barely remember peoples name. i guess that’s what facebook is for in the end, heh. there’s been a lot of the typical student lifestyle: house parties, nights out etc. i have also become best friends with two of the best people in the world, a miss lauren marie and a mr ross. i hang around with these guys a lot during the week, and have made a lot of friends through them. they’ve helped me out a lot.

i’ve also finally started university. the class in all isn’t too bad really. made up of a typical bunch, as well as some cool guys and amazingly, two girls. i’m pretty good friends with one of them, and the other generally keeps herself to her friend, but to be fair i haven’t really made much of an effort to speak to them. i really should. other then that i’m pretty friendly with most people there, haven’t spoken to EVERYONE properly, but you know, there’s a few quite shy people. it’s quite difficult sometimes. we start proper things next week apparently.

so in the way of my love life. well, there’s a girl i really like. i shan’t mention any names, but it should be obvious. anyway,  she likes (or liked) me too, and it was great. but i probably made a big mistake by telling her i loved her. ever since it’s been a bit odd. to be fair on her, she has been really busy with university and stressing out about things. this is probably the cause of all this, but i can’t help feeling rejected, or as if she’s not interested anymore. i have no idea where i stand, but i haven’t got the nerve to ask her, because i don’t want to badger her about it all the time like i have done before. i dunno, i’m a lot better now then i was like two weeks ago when i got obsessed. i’m a lot more relaxed about it, and whatnot. the thing is, i’m perfectly aware that a relationship would never happen, but i dunno, i guess it’s been so long since i’ve truly liked a girl this way that i just enjoyed the feeling of being liked back, and didn’t want it to end. ah well. i’m hoping i’ll get to see her soon, and maybe i’ll get an answer in some form. who knows.

anyway! enough about that, i’m a student now, a love life should be a distant thought. in my spare time i’ve been doing some random drawings deeply inspired by david shrigley, as i’m sure you’ll agree. check them out here:

http://s182.photobucket.com/albums/x126/asyrus/art/

but yeah, that’s about it right now! i’ve been getting into a lot more bands since in leeds, i’m definitely well established within the indie scene. so that’s pretty cool. i am not sure what else to write about! so yeah.

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