we will never gain back the time we lost.

so, about my disappearence. a lot has been happening with me emotionally. why? i broke up with henrietta, for good. i will resume blogging again soon, but for now let me tell you a story.

okay, so last sunday (well, the week after last) me and henrietta had a bit of a row after she said she couldn’t be happy being in a relationship with me and i dumped her. we spoke a lot that night and were close to getting back together. but what does she do? she fucks someone on the day we break up. the next day she was a completely different person. she was no longer the loving, caring hen i’ve always known and loved. she was a cruel, ruthless whore to say the least. she said that she’s never had any feelings for me, and has never really been in love with me. she doesn’t love me and basically doesn’t want me in her life anymore. i drank a litre of jack daniels in 15 minutes to make myself feel better. boy was i sick!

so for the past days i’ve been getting back in touch with friends and slugging my way through this. i’m in so much pain. and worse of all i miss my henrietta. the one i used to know.