wow, i’m posting less and less every time.

so we had a breakin. well, an attempt.  some idiot tried to take my back toilet window off. not break through it, take it off completely. but his plan was foiled when my mother banged on the window and scared him. so if he was coming to steal anything, all he took was bleach. we had police round and forensics too. to find one guy and his bleach. nice.

i attempted to make shortbread. only, i don’t own scales, so i can’t weigh out my ingredients. ah well. i made a rough guess at what looked right. but uhm… i ended up with buttery gloop. tasted alright (though i had a nibble and was very nearly violently sick).

i’ve been sober too long.

wow, so tuesday my cousins computer blew up. we were sat here (he was burning some albums to cd for me) and we just heard a loud BANG and the power in the house completely died. so that was exciting.

today however, we went to eat a meal at the wacky warehouse. it was nice, i had like a giant burger and a chocolate ice cream sundae with fudge cake, and that was nice, but a little bit sickly.

i got a nice email too, but i’m not sure if it’s real or not. it seems genuine enough, and i’ve emailed them back and stuff, but i don’t trust emails with links in them (having gmail of course, i used to get all sorts of emails similar to this one). anyway, here it is, tell me what you make of it.

uhm, sorry for emailing you but i found your profile the other day and i think your privacy settings are too high because i couldn’t view it. i like your style and was hoping to find out more about you. if you want to send me an email back. we can go from there. you could view my profile if you are curious. I prefer using neatvibe, so if you want you can look me up there. [link was here]. hope to hear from you soon. bye for now!

lol at spam.

in terms of music, i have been listening to “the destruction of small ideas” by 65daysofstatic almost religiously. it is actually incredible. if you get chance, check out the video to “don’t go down to sorrow”, it’s beautiful. best song has to be “the distant and mechanical glow of eastern european dance parties”. it’s a lot more mature than any of their previous albums, and encorporates piano heavily, but there’s still the good ol’ 65 electronic charm in there. a must listen.

so, about my disappearence. a lot has been happening with me emotionally. why? i broke up with henrietta, for good. i will resume blogging again soon, but for now let me tell you a story.

okay, so last sunday (well, the week after last) me and henrietta had a bit of a row after she said she couldn’t be happy being in a relationship with me and i dumped her. we spoke a lot that night and were close to getting back together. but what does she do? she fucks someone on the day we break up. the next day she was a completely different person. she was no longer the loving, caring hen i’ve always known and loved. she was a cruel, ruthless whore to say the least. she said that she’s never had any feelings for me, and has never really been in love with me. she doesn’t love me and basically doesn’t want me in her life anymore. i drank a litre of jack daniels in 15 minutes to make myself feel better. boy was i sick!

so for the past days i’ve been getting back in touch with friends and slugging my way through this. i’m in so much pain. and worse of all i miss my henrietta. the one i used to know.

Okay, this is essentially stolen from my friend who made this topic on a forum, but basically i met up with some internet friends and we partied in what is known as a “britmeat”. yeah, here it is for your viewing pleasure (it’s HUGE). kudos to richard for making this.
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