interesting weekend.

so this weekend my girlfriend went out with her friends and got drunk. fair enough. what got me was the constant lying she’s been doing.

i broke up with her, but we talked about it and now we’re back together.

i’m coming to see her next weekend, but she also wants to stay at her friends house. i don’t get it at all, and i really don’t want her to go. she can see her friends anytime but i am travelling across the country to see her, and i want some time with her to myself. she doesn’t understand, and apparently she’ll lose all her friends if she doesn’t go. so it’s either she doesn’t go and she just gets upset with me, or she does and she gets really drunk and god knows what else. then i have to see her hungover and feeling sick for hours. fuck that. i don’t want to see her at the moment, i hope that changes.

in other news i went to a family barbeque, only it was raining so we just ate. we made chocolate ginger cheesecake and chocolate truffle cake (both were lovely) and drank absolut vodka, single malt whiskey and lots of beer.